Weird feeling throughout a few weeks

Hmms well havent been posting daily now since am feeling kinda weird the last few weeks. . .got this weird empty feeling and cant really get myself to do anything right at all >< tried drawing but ended up like i was drawing a black coloured sun and a shadow figure standing right under it lolz bad drawing and shitty mood god what's wrong with me now x.x feels like i am reliving my past already >< that remourseful and dreadful past feels like it's coming back at me with a vengence.Anyways i havent been on audi as my net hasent been well and keeps dcing me so am sorry if i am inactive for these few days but will return soon after =)